人毕竟是人，吾等非圣贤，限于心理、生理。有时难免失去理智，重蹈覆辙，说要做正确的事是很容易，要做到却不易。
应是忘了伤疤忘了痛，回忆往昔，翻看往日之言，之觉大不如前，如此有先见之明，怎能一错再错，执迷不悟？
I can say nothing till the last moment.
Just skip of it,forget it,give it up.
I won’t want to fell it any more!
This felling of failure、being cheated、lowliness……
I shouldn’t get on this ship which means to miss.
——2020-8-15
One impulse ten years paid
——2020-7-31